Zero Principle: St Louis

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Sunday, April 20, 2014

6ation

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Always

Bleeding You

Mystery of Misery

Back of the Eyelid Sinema

The Great Disillusionment

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"We know now that in the early years of the twentieth century this world was being watched closely by intelligences greater than man's and yet as mortal as his own. We know now that as human beings busied themselves about their various concerns they were scrutinized and studied, perhaps almost as narrowly as a man with a microscope might scrutinize the transient creatures that swarm and multiply in a drop of water. With infinite complacence people went to and fro over the earth about their little affairs, serene in the assurance of their dominion over this small spinning fragment of solar driftwood which by chance or design man has inherited out of the dark mystery of Time and Space. Yet across an immense ethereal gulf, minds that to our minds as ours are to the beasts in the jungle, intellects vast, cool and unsympathetic, regarded this earth with envious eyes and slowly and surely drew their plans against us. In the thirty-ninth year of the twentieth century came the great disillusionment."

DaVinci's Word

I've drained my life to give

what has never filled my soul.

Scared, and so defenseless,

I'm scared of lacking self-control.

Hold me now, hold me now.

I'm fallin', fallin'.

Teach me now. Teach me how.

I'm calling for you to...

Come to the water.

Come to the water, fuck you. Drown.

And under my skin, and into my scars.

Deeper within everything that we are.

Bless me for not what I have done,

bless me for what I have become.

Taught one perspective since the days when I was young,

now we fear the alternate words from DaVinci's tongue.

The holy grail entombed; will the answers finally please us?

Does it hold a child inside from a mortal man named Jesus?

Hold me now, hold me now.

I'm fallin', fallin'.

Teach me now. Teach me how.

I'm calling for you to...

Tequila Soaked With Jealousy

I met a girl the other day,

with a deceptive face some would say.

I played the fool one more time.

I thought someone had sent a sign.

I could see she wasn't right,

one drink was all to start out fight

and this femme fatality

was the worst reality.

Tequila soaked with jealousy,

everyone's her own enemy

and she gives herself away

through eyes insolent gray.

She's drunk today, it's ok.

She's got her pills put away

and the day goes on; what could go wrong:

Her lesbian changing attitude, anything gets her in the mood.

Am I sucker? Am I blind?

Maybe I'm just too kind.

I met that girl on New Year's Eve,

psychotic bitch was written down her sleeve

and then early New Year's Day,

I was a sucker for the lay.

Her lesbian changing attitude,

anything gets her in the mood.

Am I a sucker? Am I blind?

Maybe I'm just too kind.

No way, never again will I see her face.

No way, never again will I plead her case.

No way, never again will I see the same.

Now ay, never again will I be this game.

No way, never again.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Myopic

This time has come without a cause.

You are my dying need now I can breathe.

One more wish and I can finally guarantee.

This place, disgrace.

Torturing my mind and now I torture you.

Been wasting my time as I reflect.

Only two things in life to respcet.

This gun in my hand and the death of a man, myopic,

undiscerning rebel with a plan.

James Dean is alive, James Dean is alive, through me in my eye.

Starkweather, remorse is nothing better, '58, the great December, remember me forever

I am

Now I sit here before you and I will die.

Tighten my straps and you still will ask me why

I am a sinner but will never care.

Try me then fry me, it's only fair.

Geting carried away with the day-to-day.

I'll have a name with two cents to say.

And I believe I will finally break

these chains that hold me.

I am your hell

Rebel with a cause, that's me.

Remorse is not, it's not me.

Comatose

I wanna be comatose.

I picture you, eyes glistening.

Hear me out. Are you listening?

I need a change to rearrange.

Is this why you think I'm strange?

I wanna be comatose,

I am better off...

I'll fail again. Watch me wallow.

I'll choke again. So you can swallow.

Self-destructive yet I'm scarring you.

Pitty me; abandon truth.

Selfless assured, consistent, absurd,

a recumbent thief and a man of my word.

Wishing to die, loving my life,

a pacifist that carries a knife.

I wanna be all of these.

I will not beg yet I'm at your feet.

I wanna be all of these,

I will not beg when I'm at your feet.

I am better of comatose.

To Nowhere

Afflict, contract, breathe, collapse.

The halt, the lame, the blind, the same.

I'm flowing incoherence,

in my head, it's so intense.

So break the surface and watch it happen to you.

A trip to nowhere, your light is seeing me through.

I feel the cancer deep within my bones,

but still I'm trying, trying to get away.

A nameless face, a shallow place;

a time spent wondering why I yearn to taste

the things I want to be inside,

the things I try but still I cannot hide.

Wer're all lost but we can't be found,

someday we'll turn up underground.

Still we wonder until the world is dust

and serach for fire with endless lust.

To nowhere.

Always Empty

Half-Read, half-dead,

I close my eyes, enough's been said.

I've held my head up, now I'm fed up.

World's crahing down, it won't let up.

I'm always empty.

If not one thing, it's another.

In my faults, I discover.

Ashes, ashes, I'm falling down.

Through the blood, sweat and tears

I will drown.

Opportunities are closing doors.

When it rains, I know it always pours.

Sinners pay and sin will tempt me,

I'm never half-full, I'm always empty.

ALL I'VE TRIED, IT WON'T WORK.

IN MY LIFE, I'M FUCKING A JOKE.

WASHED THESE HANDS, HELD MT HEAD UP,

NUMB THIS LIFE, AGAIN I'M FED UP.

Tyranny

Deranged man. A chip off the old block.

Impediment - a chip on my shoulder.

Proletarian, it's so deceiving,

common man waits impatiently.

What will ensue may bother you.

Because of this curse it's not the first

of my mistakes. I do what it takes.

Anxiety defines tyranny.

I found my life in a gutter,

found my words through a stutter.

Parsimonious with myself,

digging up graves of wealth.

Still I'm trapped awake.

A dreamless sleep, the sun starts to fade.

Behind the trees, she whispers softly.

A trap, I'm lured to clutching my burnt offering.

Today's the day to bleed the earth,

to set our trophies on this blackened hearth.

All good things will someday wither

and when I'm called I shall so hither.

Reject, what I'm given.

Reflect, a slave I'm driven.

No destiny, same old cliche.

Opaqueness my hope,

living today.

Choke on your lies, open your eyes.

Hear me breathing softly. Scraping soil off me.

My tyranny bleeds inside my soul.

My Insecurity

Anxiety has mastered me.

Now I'm breaking down in actuality.

These growing pains and drugs are chains.

Will this repetition always stay the same?

Am I unholy?

I bleed my insecurity

I take the stage, the stage of life.

Every day I try to break my strife.

Now this fear of fear has owned the day and

at the end I pray I'll be ok.

I feel, I'm drunk at the wheel.

Like a bad dream I'm seeing my life is for real.

Holding me down, the days goes 'round;

feeling like I"m institution-bound.

Praying this life I lead will fade away,

then I can finally get out of bed today.

I feel, I'm drunk at the wheel.

Like a bad dream I'm seeing my life is for real.

And I just cannot find a way.

And I just cannot find my way.

Crawl Space

This tale is ending, the story's not complete.

I'm left hiding, alone and shaking.

I'm in a corner, and I can't get out;

the light inside, I can't do without

So am I dreaming?

I thought we left thise place.

The cold reflection of ourselves,

buried in my crawlspace.

Now I'm breathing,

your lifeless being,

surrounded by shadows

of memories.

Your part is dying,

a child is crying,

a tale of time

must fade away

I rip apart at the seems that hold me to you,

rip apart thread by thread, pushing my face through

these layers, now I taste these tears.

Come so close to the tier, now I stand below you.

Here we are now,

alone as one.

Not one whisper,

not one touch.

Your pain, it soothes me,

a sick desire;

cleansation burns

with an endless fire.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Elley K

Nameless, Spineless, Rapist, you will die

Nameless, Spineless, Rapist, out of our lives

Ok, you wanna fuck with me?

Ok, you wanna die today?

Ok, you wanna dig your grave?

No way, no one's your fucking slave.

We'll wait and we'll see

Who breaks and who bleeds.

We'll wait and we'll see

You judgment is coming.

I will descend your curtain

And try to erase this burden.

Aubrey will not see how you're living.

I won't forget, I'm never that forgiving.